Today is a palm sunday! A very important occassion for Christian has come again. Lenten season has yet to come and this is the day where the sufferings of Christ were reminince once again. For this occassion we Christians needs to repent for a while for a whole week and pray. So for my contribution in this lenten season. I am avoiding myself to computers and internet. (Starting tomorrow.. Holy Monday)

But before that.. I would like to take this opportunity to make a long post for my blog. Last week, Urumi lend me her Photoshop V7 CD. For me to make siggies by myself. I already had a photoshop installed in my computer before but because of some virus and my PC has been formatted.. It's gone! I was kinda afraid when I first intalled the photoshop in my PC because I don't anything much about photoshop and before I was not very successful on how to use the photoshop right.. so now.. I had it again.. I'm afraid my works are not very good.

Anyway.. I manage to make some of Tsubasa Chronicle siggies. I would appreciate it if you criticize my works.. or rate it if you like.. I'm so afraid that my works are not very good..

here are some Tsubasa Chronicle siggies I made.

Tsubasa Sig1

Tsubasa Sig2

Tsubasa Sig3


And here are some siggies from the RP Season's Call by Itachi
the image is made by Hangman or Ray in real name. My Character Kazumi Akinori masters the water power I hope this is okay.

Season's Call Sig1

Season's Call Sig2


and this is one siggy that I made from the Series Princess Hours! I love YUL GOON!!!

Princess hours sig

--->>Edit: I used the URL thing so that i'll be easy to upload.. hmmm.. please don't use it without my permission? weeh.. Just click the URLs..

I hope this is okay! I just made something with the clone stamp and Photofilter. If you can see most of my works has the same pattern? Well.. Sorry about that because that's the only pattern I learned to master.. but I'll try to study again about photoshop in time.. I hope you'll have your patience on me.

Please.. Rate?! Criticize? Somebody?

This is not a very good day for me. I failed to post my recent happenings in life because of stress. Forgive me my blog. I felt so bad today.. A lot of bad things happened today and I'm really exhausted about it.. huhuhu...

Yesterday I was filing up my things in school, those ones who are very important should stay in one place. That's what I said to myself. But then suddenly.. I found out.. that my precious Blue book has no where to find. I tried to look everywhere to for it. But it's no where to find! I'm beginning to be annoyed and panic is in my head!! I can't find it!! That blue book has the records of all my duties and signitures of my professors to prove that I'm in that duty!! I felt so bad it's lost!

I'm beginning to calm myself thinking maybe my blue book will appear tomorrow morning. And maybe if I'm more calm.. I can find it more easily..

But then again.. when the morning comes and until today.. I still can't find it!!! My head is starting to get stressed again and the more I let myself calm and look for it.. The more I lost the hope of finding it..

I felt so bad today.. I hope I can find that Blue book..

Quote for the day: "The more I get calm.. the more I lose the hope.."

Finally after a long time shaoran is back in my layout!! And I'm so happy about that!! Thanks to Urumi who made this layout for me and Itachi who edited this layout in this blog!! I love every deal in this blog!! Everything is great (more specially because I love shaoran)!!

For the past few months now, I've been looking for this new shaoran layout in a different sites. However my luck isn't that good and I haven't found one even though I used all my faults to search for it. In that case.. being so desperate.. I began teasing my friends (Urumi and Itachi) to made one for me.. those concept is shaoran! But I never really thought they'll took it seriously and make one for me. Thank you so much! I like the banner concept saying "Kiss me sweet I'm sleeping in silence.." How sweet!! From the lyrics of the song "You are my love" by Eri Itou.. my backgroud music!! I like Tsubasa Chronicles!! Because of these sweet quotes!! Weeeh... Thanks again!! I love you syaoran!!! XD

There no words that could fit how thankful I am for this layout!! Thank you so much!!

Quotes for the day: "Kiss me sweet I'm sleeping in sorrow all alone to see you tomorrow"

"Don't look back. If you got something to do, then only look forward" by Kurogane

Title: The second time around!

I'm really worried about my grades for this passed few weeks. Pretty normal for me in this time of year! Yeah! I know I don't usually did my best in school so at the end of the semester.. here I am worrying about my grades.

But this time it's quite different. I begin to realize the worth of studying hard at the middle so you can have a better grade in the future. However... They say you can't get anything without a trial in the middle. The lessons are beginning to be more complicated and things aren't the same. So I"m having the hard time adjusting. At the end.. here I am.. still worrying if I passed or failed! Having only the confidence that I did my best this time.

But if there is a bitter satisfaction.. there is also the sweet sensation of grades! My adviser showed me the list of those who failed and luckily.. my name aren't there!! Well am I lucky or what!!! I feel like I am!! don't you think so? haha.. I pity my classmates those who failed but there's nothing we could do about it.. oh well!! My burden has just lost! and I'm so happy about it!

Speaking of happy.. I'm also thankful for my yummy Urumi! For comfort and care when I need someone to talk to when I'm in dissaster mode about my grades! I also discovered something about her.. and I'm quite surprized to see that she's a color blind to green! I really didn't know that.. I remember in 2nd year.. When I first discover that 'eye disorder' and I was looking for someone who's color blind. hehe.. It's quite funny.. I told her that this is the first time I met someone who's color blind.. and she just said "oh? really.. well hello!" hahahaXD!

I was planning to use a green layout for the next month.. but now I've change my mind!! I yabyoo yummy!! XD *hug*

Quote for the day: "You can gain something without pain"

Title: Twenteen years old

I'm happy and excited for this day. Although a lot of stress has happened in school and there are too many thing I should prioritize. Still, having a break for a while isn't that bad. Especially for this special day. My Birthday! And I'm tweenteen years old already! Yes! TweenTEEN~! You've heard it right! I'm still teen and I will remain teen! No more buts!!!! hehehe..

A lot of people doesn't seem to comprehend of being 20 years old. THey've always get stress to think they're getting old and stuffs. But for me.. it isn't that bad to get old right? All of us are going in that stage also. It just that you need to comprehend by the things you will do.. and act as your age. That's the biggest trial almost everyone can't contain. Just think positive for me!!! Everything will turn out right!

People are too busy nowadays..There are people I expect to greet me in this special day but I've forgot it.. maybe? Anywayz.. I never put a great deal to that it's normal for somebody to forgot someone's birthday. I just hope.. They'll never forget me as they're friend.

It's a special day today!! I hope I'' be happy and satisfied for the rest of the years!!

Quote for the day: Still alive and well in TweenTEEN!

Title:Revealing the truth

I define this day as the revealing day for me. I met up with my friends in Glorrieta 4, to fix and cleared up the some issues that been wondering me from the past. A lot of revelations and revealings are made. I felt angry and silly that considering being used and controlled. How silly.. darn me.. anywayz... I'm trying to forget about those things..

I have much more problems than I thought today. I don't know.. I feel like I'm going to failed again.. It's hard.. to think about those things but I don't think my grade is enough to feel my low grade last semester. It's hard and difficult to see that I'm going to failed this major subject. I'm very much worried about this and I tried to study hard.. for semi-finals but then it's still not good enough..

I want to passed this subject and I want to make it to 4th year. My parents will feel disappointed and considering money is our major problem.

Tsk..Tsk..Tsk..

Anywayz.. I hope you guys have a nice day..

Quote for the day: "Trust and Betrayal... very fatal enemy"
"Your closes friend can be your greatest enemy.."

To Love again

by

Dingdong Avanzado

The radio's fine, it helps me forget for a while
I look back and recall those days i had with you
sometimes i need a friend just to make it through
another day is spent without you

You, you gave me all the reasons to live
but then you have to go
and I just got to let you know

Its hard to love again
just to make it through another day is spent without you

And i don't wanna go on pretending
that it's gonna be a happy ending
if I should love again
once i learn to love again
and though it will never be the same without you baby
this pain inside is driving me crazy
coz it's hard to love again

friends are great they cheer me up for sometimes
but when the day is gone
my mind is back again with you

oh God I need a friend
just to make it through another day is spent without you

This song makes me fall in love again! hehe.. but the problem is to whom?! hehe.. just kidding. It just makes me feel... happy and nice. I really like the theme of this song.. To love again.. like there is always a hope for the 2nd time? Falling in love?

Quote for the day: "Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear,too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity..."~Henry Van Dyke~

Title: A smooth mellow me

It's March already! I am really excited about this month because March is really a especial month for me. Wanna know why? Read my profile please!! hehe..

I decided to make a sweet mellow theme for the month of March, since it's a special month for me. I've downloaded this layout in Komet tails and I really like the mellow theme of it. I even included the mellow music 'To love again' by Dingdong Avanzado. I really like this song because of it's nice music. I know it will fit to the theme of my blog.

The mellow theme not only suits to my blog but also to me. I'm a piscies girl so definitely I'm more of emotions and feelings. I usually express myself on blogs and articles like this. Some people and friends of mine doesn't like my mellow and sensitive attitude. They usually mistaken it for being childish. I can't blame them for that. We all have different attitudes in life and as for me.. I prefer to be smooth and mellow.

It's weird cuz this is the only time... I've recognize the sweetness of the theme of my blog. hehe.. anyways.. have a nice day everyone!

Quote for the day: "Being a smooth and mellow me.. isn't really that bad"

Title: Finding the truth

The issue in the GSG is getting larger and larger in my head. I said to myself that I will not quit and now I'm having the second thought of staying. It's not that I'm being a super hero and trying to fix things. Things already happened and there's nothing we could do about it. But as a loyal member of GSG I want to know the truth and what really happened that night!!. Why does my friends had to leave? After 4 years of staying like a family.. and with just one boom!! It vanished!!! It's getting complicated and complicated day after day.. Especially the most involved one still refused to talk.

They say if someone is hiding from you then there's no way your going to find it. I think it's the same for GSG. I'm still confused and puzzled. I'm having the second thought of staying especially I'm seeing my friends (those who quit..) are still hurting about this issue. We should ignored it.. and yet it's still burning...

I'm very confused right now... betrayal and loyalty is getting on my head and my heart.. I hope well be alright! Anyway.. I changed the background music because the song "The promised" is very lonely.. I change the "Lost Wings" inTsubasa Chronicles. Guys.. is it good? or what? please comment.. thanks..

Quote for the day: "The truth will set you free.."