Goodday guys! This isn't a very nice day for me. It's been ruined by a damned saying... I remember. Oh well I'm always like this, so that should be no problem at all. That's what I'm trying to say to myself.

You see I failed in one of my subjects. I got so many reasons but the main thing is I DIDN'T MAKE IT! and although I know I could take it again this semester. A failure is always a failure! I thought my family could accept that but I guess not. They're just keeping it to themselves but deep inside them they're comparing me to my cousins who didn't have any failures at all. I guess that's what life brings... it can't be helped could it? Now I'm already enrolled and I'm taking again that subject. This time I'm sure that I'm going to passed it 2nd time around. Although my energy is again positive and ready for the 2nd sem. Somepart of it will remain as it is.

Like what I said a failure is a failure. My dad somehow thought me that. Now and for the future, even though I already passed that subject. I will never forget that I failed to that subject!! I guess this will be my forever burden.

Anywayz... I found a quiz since I'm so into PRINCE OF TENNIS TODAY
Who is your tempuri Match~SEIGAKU?

MY RESULT IS:

Your Seigaku Match is... Tezuka Kunimitsu! The buchou of Seigaku! Stoic and strict. But deep down, he is always truly concerned about the people around him.

Hehehe... I love you!!! TEZUKA!!! (hey! I didnt manipulate the result!) Post your result too!

Quote for the day: "A Failure is always a failure"-anonymous
"I tell you again and I will always tell you DONT LET YOUR GUARD DOWN"-Tezuka Kunimitsu

Have you ever been close to death before? A feeling like death almost got you but save by fate? Well I am now here typing in my PC thanking God that I'm still here.

Today I met up with URUMI and HANGMAN in Ministop near FEU. My purpose is just to see urumi and borrowed the POT series from her (which is originally from Marikit). I asked Hangman to come with me also since he wants to see urumi too. I was so excited for that day and my mom gave me a 100 bucks. Everything went on fine, Hangman and I met up at 10:30am and we arrived at FEU at exactly 12:00am. Yummy is quite busy in the FEU so we decided to go inside the Ministop for some refreshment. We brought some food but they don't have exchange for 100 bucks so I need to borrow from hangman. I remember I put my money inside bag so it ill be safe there more than my pocket.

Urumi came at exactly 12:15am, that's already lunch break so the office is close at that time. We decided to eat at Jollibee near the EVER-GOTESCO MALL. Everything is still fine until I saw my bag where I put my money... and It was gone! As in GONE!!! I tried to find it everywhere inside my bag and still I got zero. I started to panic, even though hangman kept telling me "Sit down and relax...". But my head is really twisting! I need that money! I need to returned the excess of it. What will I say to my parents?. These question kept around my head until...

I told hangman and Urumi that I will be back at Ministop to look for it. They told me to calm down but i guess my head really is deaf that time. Ministop is across the street, so that means I need to cross the street to get there. It was supposed to be fine but because I'm in panic. I cross the street without looking at the 3 lights...

And next thing I knew a big van going right straight at me. At that time... I was supposed to run and try to avoid it but my reflexes only is extend my left arm. Good thing that the driver pulled the break at exact time or else I'm doom!! My hand is just an inch against the van and I'm still in panic that all I could do is to run... run... run... and rum. I reach the ministop and try to look for my money but I found nothing. My head hurts and I was really nervous I can't explain.

I returned to Jollibee and I found hangman there but Urumi is already in the counter. He quickly approach me and said "Natakot ako sayo! Sabi ko sayo... Follow the rules of the road! Grabe ka! Tumawid ba ng green light?" he sounded really worried but my head is still in panic I could only say... "SOrry... kaze..". Urumi came and hangman told her... she said that i should be careful and calm down. In the end.. I found my money at the deepest part of my bag. I felt really sorry for the driver... I could not even appologize.

That was some experience. THe bad trait about me is I easilly panic! Some lesson I need to keep for the rest of my life. I am very thankful now that I'm still here alive and well typing my 'extra-ordinary experience'. I tell you that the feeling isn't very nice.

Quote for the day: "I will show you what death means"-Enma Ai

Prince of Tennis sure has a amazing impact to me. I now understand why Urumi/Mana the sixth is soooo into that anime. It's sooo cool, so hot and the yaoi is everywhere! hahahaha.. Well I'm not into Yaoi yet... But I can't say that I wont be like that in the future. Since Tezuka and Fuji are pretty good couple if you asked me. I tell you their cannon! hehe..

Speaking of Tezuka Kunimitsu. I finally made a new layout for this month. To tell you the truth this grayish layout is the 5th color Tezuka layout I made. I had the hard time choosing the right theme for this layout. Combing color isn't a thing for me. I sucks when it comes to that topic. Anywayz... It turns out quite okay right? I tried to make it like a tennis look layout but it turn out different. Thanks to yummy I had different ideas. Especially that Tezuka is the captain of the team Seigaku, he's layout gonna be special too.

And oh yes! About the Prince of tennis. I was thinking on how to borrow the DVD series from yummy. But she said the DVD wasn't hers but Marikit. I hope I could borrow it someday. Having 170 episode is a big torture to wait for! I want to finished the series now... especially now... that I have the time to watch it. Hopefully... she'll lend it to me... Waaaaaahhhh... *Tezuka addict*

Goodday to everyone. I need to study now for my 3rd competency exam! Ja Nee!!
Quote for the day: "Don't let your guard down"

Good day guys! Although I don't feel so good today after my competency exam. (that means I took the major exams for the 2nd time for me to pass this stupid subject! (Sorry bout that It really pissed me off). I know I kept saying this every final semester but it's for real this time. It's passed or failed for me. I depend so much in that exam.. and yet... and yet... Sorry.. I feel like crying now.. My grades in the course audit is really bad! I hope I could still make it.

You see in some part of the exam I answer it without reading it. Because of that stupid coordinator of ours... kept pressuring me in the last minutes. They kept saying "Last one minute.. or last 2 minutes" Yet I still have 20 more questions to go! It really pissed me off and I was force to answer it all at once! Rather than passing it incomplete! And the worst part is... after I passed it there still some who's answering. They even stayed there for 30 more minutes. Do they know how hard it is to answer that 150 items exam! hmmmm... I had never felt so bad like this before. Now I'm here trying to pull out stress in me.

I still hope I could make it though...

Quote for the day: "I can make it!!!! I know I could!"

Good day everyone! Yesterday is a blast! I really had fun! That is the only time I got my time to rest. Although I know to myself that's not the right time in doing soo. But I think my mind needed it.. and besides I really missed those guys.. Anywayz.. We need to start this thing.

The KOTF (Freditachi, Urumi, Martin, Hangman, Marikit and Pepe) with decided to have an EB in SM Mall of Asia. They're always having an EB actually in different places, but this is the only time I went with them after my busy days. (Yah know!) We met up in the skatting Rink (I think that's what they called it). It's quite funny actually every 30 minutes that Skatting Rink is releasing an artificial snow, the people are shouting "Yeaaaahhhh" at the same time also in 2nd floor we're shouting "yeaaaaahhhh" hahaha.. I felt like silly in doing so.. but I don't care it's fun! That's already 1:30pm we still havent eating lunch so.. we decided to ate in the food court and there we chat all day! hehehe.. they talk about the film Sagashi Ateru: to seek; to find. I don't know much about it, since I'm too busy in school. How do we want in our RP Season's Call, Anarchy Academy, We're all too busy but we tried hard to update our characters as much as possible. I just posted minutes ago.. cuz I felt so guilty that they're only waiting for my character's update. I hope my post is fine with them.

We're all too busy.. but we still have time to rest and chat with each other. So we don't stressed ourselves too much.

Quote for the day: "You have entered me so many times"

Hi! It's quite a while since I last posted here. hehe.. anywayz., My mind is very busy with school works and I don't know how to comprehend my body with it. I've taken my time browsing other blogs for so many times now.. and I see.. how Urumi changed it's layout now. SHe's very good in making ones! You know.. hehe

I saw one of her quizes and I'm quite interested in testing it, just for one.. I tried one of the quiz Which Member of Gazette is your soulmate?. Although i don't know what band is that.. it's kinda fun! Why not try it too..

hehe.. here's my result..

YOU GOT RUKI! Sweet, little(literaly) and rather handsy Ruki-san. Be good to him, he's a good boy, a little low on self esteem, but he will love you till the very end!

Try it tooo..

LINK QUIZ .. it's fun! POST YOUR RESULT!

Quote for the day: "Dreams do come true"