The never ending night duties isn't doing any good for my health. It's like my body is going down any minute now.. REally! My body is really giving up, yet I can't feel it though. It's like what they called "Inner stress". The doctor in the hospital told me that my immune system is really going down if I continue to stay in this night duties. But what can I do... I can't change the schedule given to me., I think my I'm immune to feelings like that since I experience that almost everyday. It actually scares me the fact that I can't feel the stress in my body.. ohhh.. I hope my body would hold on for at least 2 weeks more. hmmm..

I think the stress is more complicated especially when I told my mom about that! And can you imagine that she didn't believe me? (What the heck!) I was really furious when she said "Gagawa ka lang ng gastos!" I didn't ask for this! What is she trying to say.. that I'm just playing in the hospital like a cat! aaaahhhh this is too much! She always telling me that I'm such a pain for having high tuition and stuffs about payments (gastos) in Nursing. I can't blame her though.. but I didn't ask for it! I NEEDED IT! She shouldn't let me go to college after all if she'll kept on blaming it to me! My Dad seems to believe me.. though I never expected he would. HE's more understanding than mom. I think it's because he experience night duties before.

Ohh well.. I'm more stress now.. I hope I be okay..

I'll edit this later.. to tagged my friends.. Yummy, luna, kuya fred, martin

Quote for the day: Be careful!